It’s a hot
summer day, and I’m doing what I normally do during the summer, pretty much
nothing at all. All the windows in my room are open and the fresh cool air is
blowing through, but it’s not just air coming inside. A lone mosquito finds his
way into the room, probably looking to get some food. It spots me and I spot
it. It starts flying right towards me as I grab an old magazine that’s been
sitting on my floor for months to swat at it with. The mosquito is coming
closer and closer; one clean swipe with the magazine should end it all for the
little guy. SMACK. Got it. The mosquito is dead and gone. It’s not a problem
anymore.
I look over
at my PlayStation, placed perfectly in the center under my TV. “Been awhile
since I had some quality game time,” I thought to myself as I got up and
grabbed a controller. As I turn on the console and am scrolling through what
seems like an endless amount of games, I remember I had laundry to do. If I
didn’t get that laundry done, I wouldn’t have anything to wear tomorrow.
Actually at this point, I was already wearing the same pair of sweatpants for
two days straight. A third day wouldn’t be that big of deal, right? I brushed
it off and booted up Batman: Arkham Asylum. As I was playing, another mosquito
flies through the open window, probably to avenge his fallen comrade. “No problem,”
I thought as I grabbed that old magazine again and started swatting away. This
one wouldn’t go down, though. He was just too fast. Every time he’d stop and
land on something, I’d go for the kill, but he’d buzz right out of the way just
in time. Finally it got to the point where I just chased him right back through
the window. After that, I gave up on playing Arkham Asylum and just went to do
my laundry.
This
actually happened multiple times throughout the summer, and not just when I had
laundry to do. Cleaning the dishes, taking out the trash, doing work to prepare
for the start of school, etc. Each time I kept putting whatever my
responsibility was at the time off, somehow, a lone mosquito would make its way
into my room. Put off finishing up that job application that’s been on the
kitchen table for weeks to watch some TV? Mosquito. Leave folding my clothes
and putting them away for another time? Mosquito. Responsibility became a
mosquito, and it wouldn’t leave me alone. The mosquito wouldn’t die; it would
just be there, buzzing all around me, reminding me of all the things I was
putting off. The mosquito was reminding me of all of my responsibilities.
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